Day of the Church Year: 11th Sunday after Pentecost
Scripture Passage: John 6:35, 41-51
Way back in Exodus chapter 3, Moses turns aside from his shepherding duties when he arrives at Mount Horeb—for a bush on the mountain burns but is not consumed. God calls out to Moses from the burning-yet-not-burning bush and instructs Moses to go to Pharaoh and deliver the Israelites from slavery in Egypt. Moses is hesitant, of course, and asks several questions, one of which is: What is your name, God? And God replies: I am who I am. To be clear, if God were at a party and everyone wore nametags, God’s nametag would read: I Am who I am.
In Hebrew, God’s name, I am who I am, is pronounced Yahweh, simply a form of the verb “to be.” Out of reverence for God’s name, however, the word Yahweh typically does not appear in translations of the Bible. Instead, you may have noticed while reading the Old Testament that, quite often, the word Lord appears all in short capitals that are set apart from the rest of the typeface. This design of the word Lord denotes where, in Hebrew, the name Yahweh actually appears in scripture. Some of our Jewish sisters and brothers do not ever say the name Yahweh aloud, and some will not write it. In fact, this is how the word Jehovah began being used as a substitute name for God. Jehovah is actually the consonants of the word Yahweh combined with different vowels so is a word that does not appear in the original documents of scripture but used as a substitute for God’s name. I share all this to underline how reverently both Jews and Christians approach the name of God.
In the gospel of John, Jesus declares himself the bread of life, the way, the truth, the life, the good shepherd, the light of the world, the resurrection and the life, the vine. In each instance, he says: I am—the bread of life. I am—the way, the truth, the life. I am—the light of the world. Jesus is saying: I am God. So, this morning, when Jesus says: I am the bread of life, yes, he refers to the way he feeds us in Holy Communion. But that is not all. Jesus is saying: I am God, and my bodily presence, historically, concretely, tangibly is God’s presence. I am the One Moses met in the burning bush, the One who created the heavens and the earth, the One beloved by King David, the One who sent Jonah to Nineveh. The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob is the One who calls disciples and is baptized by John.
Now, Jesus’ identity as God is not without controversy. Then and now.
Upon hearing Jesus’ claims, the Jewish leaders in today’s reading complain about Jesus and ask among themselves: Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How can he now say, ‘I have come down from heaven?’ Jesus’ human family is well known to the Jewish leaders, and they do not believe what Jesus says about himself. They, probably better than others, understand the implications of his “I am” statements for they know the Torah—the first five books of the Bible--with its story of Moses standing before the burning bush.
Three hundred to four hundred years later when the church fathers argued the core theological beliefs of the church in order to write the Apostles’ Creed and Nicene Creed, this question about who Jesus is or was in relation to God was perhaps the most hotly debated of all questions. Some theologians thought Jesus was simply human, others that he was simply God and only appeared to be human. Some believed God adopted Jesus as God’s son at his baptism while others argued for what has become doctrine: that Jesus is fully human and fully divine.
Today, both theologians and people of faith at large wonder, just like the Jewish leaders and the church fathers: who is Jesus? Scads of theological articles and book chapters address this topic, and I hear people of faith from many corners discuss it—usually in hushed tones because to question Jesus’ identity feels a little scandalous. I cannot provide the “right” answer to this question for we are people of faith, not certainty. But this I know: in today’s reading and throughout the gospel of John, Jesus declared himself the I Am. Jesus declared that God entered time in a living, breathing, historical person. In the 4th century, St. John of Chrysostom preached most vividly on Christmas a vision of the incarnation. He preached:
God is now on earth, and man in heaven; on every side all things commingle. He became Flesh. He did not become God. He was God. Wherefore He became flesh, so that He Whom heaven did not contain, a manger would this day receive.
God is now on earth. St. John of Chrysostom’s words ring out: God came here to be with us in Jesus—and is with us still through the body of Christ on earth. This past week, I had the opportunity to visit people in the hospital, to pray with people over the phone, to sit on the floor of a front porch and discuss the struggles of this life. When we are unsure or scared, when we are weary or disoriented, there are no easy answers. I wish there were, but there are not. Instead, we mostly just don’t want to be alone. And my dear friends in Christ, we are not. We are not alone. God is now on earth, first in Jesus and still through the body of Christ. Today, Jesus says: I am the bread of life. What he means is: I Am God, and I am here. You are not alone. Thanks be to God! Amen.